(I changed this ENTIRE post- due to concern for my privacy….this is the new and improved version).
I am alittle bit nuttier than usual right now.
The reason: STRESS!
There is lots of talk about how stress is a silent killer. It causes high blood pressure. It can lower your immune system and literally MAKE you sick.
So I am nutty.
Thanks to a good Doctor I am listening and following her directions.
the least of which is maintaining a nice solid dose of Xanax in my system.
I believe Xanax is a miracle drug. I took 1/2 a pill and I was calm and collected most of the day. Took the other half and REMAINED calm and collected and even had a nice peaceful night sleep…without nightmares and waking in a panic.
I am not a fan of meds….never have been. I don’t even take vitamins on a regular basis but this…..this helps SO MUCH….it makes my life better and easier and will keep taking it as long as it works for me.
and it DOES work.
I sleep. I eat. I am no longer feeling panicky and unbalanced.
I don’t blurt out the first thing that comes in my head. I am able to slow down and really respond with thought behind my statement.
It’s a nice change.
It feels good to feel back in control.